Slave Ginger – Distance Control Journal – A Natural Slut

Slave Ginger had a week of relentless abuse and humiliation at my mercy. I spent two days ensuring that my slave was under no uncertainty about his position and my control over his orgasms. I ordered painful, plugged ruins and ongoing post orgasm torture to make it absolutely clear that this slave does not get to cum for pleasure anymore. Following that my slave learned that his purpose on this planet is to serve as a cock hungry cum receptacle. And this his training continued that way.

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(Slave Ginger’s journal follows, he has dyslexia which accounts for the abundance of spelling and grammatical errors)


Day 1

being back under Mistress Deelights control is as exciting as it is scary as she makes me humiliate my self like never before and today was equally sobering! i had to insert a length of soap down my urethra and slowly masterbat Mistress’s property to an hour porn. I would have loved every second of being told to watch my favorite femdom porn  but the whole time i knew a ruined orgasm was coming. the agonizingly slow strokes were so difficult as i just wanted to wank really hard and get my frustration over with and get the ruined orgasm out the way. Finally after an hour i gave my self only a few fast strokes to push me over, in my haste to impress Mistress i made a very thick and long rod of soap and my orgasm didnt even feel even the slightest sense of release, it just stopped dead in its tracks. I had to hold the sop in their for ten minutes before i could squeeze it out, which felt longer than the hour of painful slow strokes. i just wanted my runed cum out of Mistress’s raw over-wanked property. when it finely oozed out, it was like me, a ruined slutty mess on the floor, no pleaseure, still frustraited, and just the intense stinging of the soap that i deserve for even thinking i could cum with pleasure. Once again i never wanted to wank again, thankfully i haven’t been made to eat my cum, thats a whole new level of humiliation that scares me. but to please Mistress is to suffer and i really really want to please Mistress

Day 2

Today i was made to carve a hefty ginger root butt plug and wear it to work, every twist and moment created so much stinging it was hard to control my facial expresions. at one point i had to bend down to pick some thing up for some one and the ginger started to come ut, as a moment of panic i clenched my self and it shot up in side me  with a great frust, when i sort of yelped i had to pretend i had banged my knee. about 3 hours later i had to take it out and my very sore ass hole was a reminder that i belong to Mistress and i will suffer humiliating tasts to please her.

later that evening i mistakenly expressed an interest in post orgasm stimulation. so back to an hour stroking to porn that winds me, to then ejaculate after the hour and keep stroking the already swollen sore property of mistress (as much as i miss having orgasm, i even miss just saying “my cock” or “my penis” but alas it no longer belongs to me and it no longer reieves pleasure) and keep stroking for a whole hour or untill it ejaculates a second time. sadly their was no second ejaculation, just a whole hour of hyper sensitive stroke to porn of men getting teased and denied and pegged hard. my entire body winced, twicitched and wriggled with every stroke. i really will do any thing Mistress tells me too. in that hour as i realised my manhood was out of my control and i was owned, just owned and humilliated. i so wish to have a normal orgasm again.

Day 3

After two days of relentless dis-empowering masturbation, i was ordered to to spend five minutes twisting my nipples every time i went to the loo. i went alot and as i sat their on the i found my legs open and parted, with a defiantly hard penis and my shirt up swisting my nipples hard and firmy. if ever their was a moment of sluttyness it was every time i was in the loo twisting my nipples.

Day 4

This day has changed me, Mistress has changed me. Mistress made me imagine she was my boss and i had done so appalingly i had to go in the toilet, bend over the loo with trousers around my ankles and await any coworkers who were sent to me for a release.
i bent my self over and thrusted a large phalic object in my ass and pounded it like it was a frustraited coworker who id let down in my poor work proformance. then they waould start pounding really hard as they shot their cum into my ass as the cum receptical that it is. in the half an hour that i was in the toilet i took many busts of quick fuck to my receptical with little time inbetween. i wanted this so much that i even gave my self those few slow frust as the coworker was emptying his load into my slutty ass hole. all i had was soap to use as lube, and i was walking around after, all i could feel was the soap ozzing between my cheets and my slutty little whole and imagined ths was their cum, and their was so much cum. Unfortunately this had turned me on so much and in my drunken horny state, I ordered a chastity cage to please Mistress and I then told Mistress and now I think I’m going to loose even more of my manhood, permanently!

Later that evening I was ordered back into the toilet, to take all the frustrated cocks of the late shift and receive every load that they would shot in my slutty hole. I think I was their for over an hour and took 17 poundings. I felt broken and wound up to such a horny state I would have done any thing to be allowed to cum in any way I was told. After being denied which I loved in all my frustration, I begged to touch Mistress’s property, I got my wish, five hard slaps! All I wanted was to be teased and denied further, over and over. I get so drunkenly horny I just want to be abused to please Mistress.

Mistress graced me with a real ease but at a cost, if I brought mistress a gift I could have a plugged ruin, I had no internet, so I had to wait till the morning.

Day 5

I didn’t get much sleep as Mistress property was solid hard all night and dripping every where with all the partial dreams I was having of getting absolutely ruined by a good ass fucking. I was excited to get a bit of relief from a plugged ruined orgasm for getting Mistress a gift, but I was then denied again as Mistress thought it would be more amusing for me to go to yoga super horny and try my best to hide my humiliation. I did like that all night I was excited about a ruined orgasm in the morning, and then it was taken away from me, it built me up so much then was taken away from me just like a ruined orgasm!

I begged to be able to have a little wank or an edge, and I immediately regretted it I was order to go do an hour of edging to a clip of Mistress stroking her strapon. This turned me so much I struggled to not go over any of the edges that I did in the hour, it’s was a blissful torture.

I was at the bad at yoga, and every one was wearing tight leggings and low cut tops, every pose became highly sexual. I had to bend over in front of one woman as she was bending over, I got a pleasure able twinge in Mistresses property, and I could feel the precum dripping out. It’s was insanity difficult to hid my errection and not continually stare at all the women, I was still in such a horny state I was becoming the slutty pervert that Mistress must see me to be!

I was allowed my release after yoga, but once more it was agony, I had to stuff my precum soaked French knickers in my mouth (I’d been wearing them for days) which made me wild and felt do slutty and sexy being gaged with the knickers, (I could imagine Mistress stuffing my mouth with her Knickers after making me ruin an orgasm into them, and making it my gag). With my mouth stuffed I was allowed to plug mistress’s property and make stroke it to a ruined orgasm and I had to keep it plugged for half an hour, which felt like a week, I was almost crying to get that stinking soap plug out.

I’m a slut, I’m Mistress Deelights slut, and I’d take cock for her and I suffer for her

Day 6

Today I was graced with a recovery day, with mistresses property clad in French knickers and with no permission to touch it, I needed to be so super horny for Mistress, so I looked at a whole load of femdom  & humiliation & ruined porn and hoped Mistress would one day have me on my knees, slurping up my own cum, being pegged hard, fast and mercilessly. Or as one clip put it “I want to make you cry with denied frustration and edge till you brake”. I’ve gotten so horny again my mind is uncontrollable, I need to be in chastity and I need to be controlled!

Day 7

When meeting a friend I had to tie up Mistresses property, both the balls and cock and put on my French knickers. I made it extra tight so any errection would be uncomfortable. I made it too tight and it made even errection very uncomfortable. My friend who I was meeting is very attractive and this made me harder, and thus tighter!! I’m scared to see some of my friends now, as when in this state they turn me on and if I’m made to do this every time I meet up with a beautiful friend, then I’m going to suffer, and they won’t even know.

What a week of changes for me, I feel like I’ve gone from slave to full blown slave slut, I’d love to be Mistress in house slut, making her money and pleasing her with my suffering, pain and humiliation.
I’m not able to bring my self to drink my cum but I’m excited to see how mistress will no doubt change this about me, I had this fantasy that emerged through Mistresses orders and because Of her presence, I wanted to be in a French maids outfit and after taking much cock for Mistress and then taking much punishment to mistresses cock and balls, all I wanted was to have back up against the wall and my cock aimed at my mouth, and I just want mistress to peg my swollen slug ass hole and ruin orgasm after orgasm strait into my mouth, untill my ruined orgasms are dry. Once my mouth is full of every single ruined load I would only be able to swallow once I lock up Mistress property in a chastity cage, and bend over and take ten kicks to my squeezed balls, then and only then could I swollow my loads

I’m humiliation addict
I’m a little strait cock slut
And I want to be a cum drinking whore
I am owned


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