One of my Sub’s communicates via text message, an arrangement we have had going on and off for a while. The deal is, he pays a tribute for a month. He must message me each day edging himself and asking permission to be allowed orgasm. Of course, I don’t want him to have the release. He is a total wankaholic and needs my strict control in order to help curb his addiction. I must say, I am proud of him as this time he lasted 15 days. I didn’t hear from him today so I am assuming that yesterday’s denial from myself, was just too much for him, once again. During his time he did share this experience with me and I would also like to follow on from what he has shared, by including a few examples of how, no matter how much you beg and plead, I am not going to be a soft touch!
I bring myself to the edge of orgasm and text mistress asking for permission to come. She doesn’t reply. I keep myself on the edge and text her again. No reply. I text her a third time pleading. Mistress is in a playful mood and the reply comes “Heads or Tails”. I choose heads and wait for her response. A 50:50 chance. Normally the odds are way shorter than that. She keeps me waiting. It is such intense sweet torture I can’t bear it. More waiting then the reply. “The coin landed on heads. No orgasm.”
It’s Friday and I’m convinced that today is my lucky day I text mistress in the morning to arrange a time. I have to wait all day but it will be worth it. Mistress knows I am confident and that has made me impetuous and foolish. It makes me easy to trap. Foxy Mistress takes the opportunity.
I’m edging and text for permission to come. She gives me a choice, I can wait longer or come now but ruin the orgasm. I choose the ruin. She tells me what to do.
I have not experienced a ruined orgasm before but it seems like a soft option. I am badly mistaken and Mistress knows it. I stroke until I feel myself begin to spurt then take my hand away. I know immediately I have made a mistake.
A small amount of come shoots out and the rest tries, but stays where it is. The end of my cock convulses painfully trying to bring the rest out but without success. The whole head swells umbearably and stays that way. Then my entire cock goes into spasms, ringlets of pain spreading from the tip down the shaft and up again pushing out a continuous thin pathetic trickle of come which runs mockingly down my shaft. It feels horrible. I want it to stop, but all I can do is watch and wait. Slowly my cock collapses. It feels numb and cold. I feel empty and cheated.
Mistress allows me orgasms only occasionally. They are few and far between and my precious orgasm was ruined. Then Mistress cheerfully texts me and tells me to describe what it was like. She says she is glad I chose the ruin. And now it is always in the back of my mind. And Mistress Deelight knows it.
Further comments of pleading desperation:
Please let me come tomorrow mistress. I’ve been going crazy all weekend. I edged for half an hour in bed smelling your stockings and looking at you photo and fantasising about you. I just had a shower and imagined you were there and told me to put myself inside you but not come until I couldn’t hold back any more. Then you sprayed hot water over it until it was hot and numb and made me do it again. Over and over again. I can’t stop fantasising and edging. Please mistress I’m in a mess. I’m BEGGING you mistress. PLEASE.
Please mistress I can’t take any more. It’s been two weeks. I can’t think straight and all I want to do is come. I look at your picture and see you there so beautiful and everything I desire and all you need to do is text me a few words which will make so much difference to me. I know you are having fun torturing me and I don’t want to spoil your fun but PLEASE have pity on me. I’m begging you mistress. Please let me come. Please let me come. I just can’t take it. I worship you and I want to be strong so that you can carry on but I’m not strong any more. I’m weak and I’m begging you please. Please.
A very tough challenge for any hardened wankaholic, worse than chastity in a way because it takes will power. However, when a sub asks me to set him a challenge and that sub fails, it’s only he who misses out.
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